hell happened? Time just flew by and it's Friday already. This means I have to finish studying for my evidence final, start both my professional responsibility and con law outlines and memorize everything I need to memorize by Monday! I don't even understand how I did this to myself. I did waste one entire day under severe allergies, but I really can't remember Wednesday and Thursday too well.
I'm sitting in the public library, not the law school library. I haven't been here in a long time, and I was going to leave at 2:30 when all the little kids finish school and come here to be babysat until their parents come to pick them up. It's now 2:42 and I don't hear a thing...not even one giggle or scream. Why? Ah, because it's Friday. On Friday, normal people are happy because their week of work is over. Not for the law student. Law students see no difference between days of the week. Instead, it becomes a numerical game. 3 days until my ____ final...2 days until my ____ final, and so on. Who cares if it's Monday, Saturday, or the day of Sabbath. Until finals are over, everyday is the same torture. For me, it's outline, flashcard, memorize, make a checklist for the final, memorize, memorize/analyze, take practice tests, then sleep, pee, eat (not in any special order, of course).
All in all, today's a rather good day. I woke up early, made it to the LA court house to ask for an extension for my traffic school due date, which I missed. Found great street parking, made it back home with very little traffic on the 5 fwy, ate lunch, played with my dog, then came to the library. It's nice being away from the "sorority house," as V calls it. Ha, I really don't remember dealing with so much crap in my undergrad sorority house. Seriously, law school students are much more of a handfull than undergrad sorority girls. Hands down.
The other day, H came over and slept over. I said to myself, that girl has balls, and I'm not talking about the good kind, if there is such a thing as "good balls." Dang it. How hard is it to just get someone out of my life? Or at least just out of my way, because I realize she'll never really be out of my life. Who has she become? K's ex-boyfriend, who was mean and controlling. Nice job, H. You've sucessfully managed to pull K away from her unhealthy relationship and move right into another one with you.
Am I still bitter? Obviously. But I'm acutally doing much better. I'm not sad anymore. I may still be a little angry, but there are better things in life that I can appreciate...like free 2 hour parking on a meter in downtown LA, or no traffic on the 5, my mom's cooking, and Christmas with real friends. I can't wait to see "the girls." YC is pregnant! J made it to Columbia business school and is still waiting to hear back from Wharton. Tiff's in dental school at USC, and L's done this year at Hastings. These law school freaks have really made me appreciate my real friends.
Okay, back to flash cards!
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