I had a very weird day. I woke up really late, which is unlike me these days. I slept for 10 hours last night and woke up in a bit of a panic because I had so much to get done today. I made myself a breakfast burrito for brunch with A. As we were cleaning up, we got into an argument about how she still talks to K, one of my problems from last year [see Aug. - Dec. 2005]
It's funny because I always demand so much out of my friends. Complete loyalty. As selfish as it is, if I don't like someone, I expect my friends to not like that person either. I know, I know. It's juvenile and selfish and a whole slew of things that are not right. Still, knowing how much K hurt me, it bothers me a great deal that A still talks to her, still answers her questions about school, stilll answers her phone calls. I already know I can't expect A to "hate" K just because I don't like her. But gee, it would make me feel better.
So we got into an argument about it. I already know I'm being a little brat. I also explained I don't expect A to change b/c I respect her decisions. But it was a rough way to begin the day.
Then I go to run errands and I run into someone from my past... My old, old roommate from college days. We had went our separate ways, she decided to move out. I think she was having problems with school and was home sick. Either way, we parted on weird terms. It was nice seeing her, she's just as I remembered. It was so unexpected and the more we talked, the more we had in common. We always did have alot in common. We made plans to have lunch or dinner sometime to catch up, but I don't know what that means...
Anyway, just a strange day.
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