better

I see a little ray of light at the end of this long, dark tunnel I'm in. Today is a better day. I feel like I'm being more productive, I'm scoring better on my MBEs. Although, I couldn't fall asleep last night.

I did some meditating before I went to bed. I guess that wasn't such a good idea because it filled my head with "projections" of my happy future.

The bad news is I have started my official countdown to the Bar exam - 13 days.
The good news is I'm 16 days away from happiness...until November, when the results come out.

I'm feeling more confident today. I actually have 10 solid days to get my shit together. I think I can do it...not all of it, but enough to get by.

Maybe the meditation was a good thing afterall.