slow

It really feels like a Friday today. Even though every day of the week is pretty much the same, today has just been off to a very slow start. I'm still having trouble sleeping, which makes me wake up late. I exercised this morning, got dressed, ate lunch, and just now finally made it to the library.

Still, I can't seem to get myself to stop thinking of other things and just focus. It's going to be another long day. I have nothing to look forward to, so I think my mind is just not willing to work.

The school's academic coordinator has been sending us these long emails that give tips on studying. I think if you don't know how to study for the Bar by now, there's no saving your butt.

Of course, miracles do happen...just not to me! These emails are paragraph after paragraph about what we should be doing, reading, thinking... I opened the email, read two lines and then deleted it. Why do I even bother checking email at this point?

And yet, I still managed to forget paying for my credit card bill! $19 late fee was tacked on...I blame the Bar exam. I never, ever forget to pay bills, but obviously I haven't been myself for the past couple months.

NINE DAYS. Nine days to get my put all the pieces together.