Sunday, February 10, 2008

oh crap.

I just realized I've spent too much time playing video games and talking on the phone for the past 2 months. It's finally hit me -I haven't taken Round Deux very seriously. For instance, today I decided it was too beautiful outside to let it go to waste. I insisted eating out for brunch at Stacks. I had myself a dang good crab frittata and drove around the city with the top down on Mr. O's car. It was perfect. It was also a perfectly good waste of time!

There's way too much riding on this test now. If I don't pass, it'll ruin my summer, my wedding, my year! Oh shoot...

I have 14 days to cram it all in and hope that I have the abilities to crank it out correctly. If you don't hear from me for a little while, it's because I'm finally doing my job.

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

I feel your pain. I am in Kentucky retaking the MBE and I have done maybe 100 practice questions? If that? 70 of which were just the intro contracts qs from BarBri. So, yeah.... It sucks.

Golnoush said...

I feel that way too sometimes. For example I have been pretending to read notes for the last 3 hours but really I've been cruising the net.

I just can't study right now. It's those moments of breaks that keep us sane, otherwise we would have quit in the first week!!

L said...

It's hard not to think about all the time you spent instead of studying...like I didn't really need to watch Flavor of Love or that Project Runway marathon.

try to focus on what you can do now...(says the girl who wasted time yesterday having a pity party)

:)
what can I say? some days I wanna cry...other days I feel like Wonder Woman.

abbagirl said...

i just came across your blog. i'm glad i did! i'm a repeater, too, and seriously, i feel like you do -- all this time gone, time i wasted -- and before i knew it, it's time to take the darned bar exam again!! ugh!

best of luck studying! we'll get it done this tiem!

Anonymous said...

I don't know why TMZ.com is suddenly so interesting to me... I couldn't care less about it at any other time... but here I am wondering why I wasted time too. I guess we have cut ourselves off from the real word so completely that we are looking for things to make us feel a little relief. I guess we are all in the same boat.