emotional wreck

Today's horoscope read:

"Your emotions may carry you far and wide today as you alternate between feeling really positive about yourself and having a few bouts of low self-esteem. Since you are usually quite self-critical, it may be difficult to go easy on yourself now. But be careful; you can believe you are just fine, only to run into your inadequacies as if they belong to someone else. No matter whom you are judging, aspire toward greater acceptance."

That's the dang truth. I've been going back and forth, feeling great, feeling not so great. One hour, I feel like I'll definitely pass! I have to! The next hour, it's a struggle just to memorize one rule! What I need to do is really just push myself until the end. At this point, the end is pretty close.

On a better note, I took another practice MBE exam this morning, just 100 questions. I did far better than that ridiculous pmbr one from yesterday. It gave me that extra boost of confidence to believe I'll be fine on the MBEs. I may not be scoring 70%, but at this point, I really can't be banging myself over the head for it. Gotta move on.

It's just so crazy when I think about how I couldn't even memorize one subject at a time for my finals. I now have sixteen to memorize over the next few days. When I think about the big picture, that's when I begin getting anxiety attacks.

One day at a time, folks...that's the only way I'm going to get through this now.