Myra told me last week, for a person with nothing to do, I'm pretty darn busy. I pretty much had a full time job working on my wedding planning. I'm actually a bit grateful for it. I'm still applying to jobs whenever I see something decent...and not so decent.
I'm not yet tired of not having a real job. I guess right now, I'm learning to distinguish friends from acquaintances. Maybe A was just a good acquaintance during law school. I feel like she's too difficult to maintain any real friendship with. I've let go. It's now up to her to figure things out.
In the meantime, the friends I do have right now are so odd. I have a bible thumper friend, a paranoid friend, a materialistic friend...and that's about it. I finally realized all my very closest friends have nothing in common with me. I guess the only thing keeping us together is the fear of not having a friend.
It's already mid-October. Bar exam results will be out before I know it. I'll either be the happiest woman alive or the most miserable. I told some friends this weekend that if I don't mention anything, it's obviously because I didn't pass, in which case, don't ask me about it.
I feel like I've been holding my breath since late-July. Hopefully, I'll get to breathe a deep breath of fresh air.
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