natural repulsion

It has become very clear to me today that my body has a physical natural repulsion to the subject of evidence. This morning, I opened by evidence outline to review the rules before beginning my MBEs. I started to feel nauseous, like I was gonna vomit. I quickly went to the kitchen for a glass of milk and sat down. Again, reading the stuff made me feel sick!

Several hours later, I'm still trying to get through evidence, but I still feel sick. Could it be that my body is refusing to learn evidence!? Seriously, I want to vomit... I feel queezy, dizzy.

I can't blame my body - it's merely trying to protect me from the inevitable.